Silent Moon

This year was eventful, tears were shed, smiles were shown, anger went out on control, yet i am still here, sailing on this sea of hatred. i dedicate this post to debbie khoo li chien.

im sorry that i am not good enough for you. on the 20th of june 2010, exactly 11.52 pm, you agreed to couple, i felt like the happiest guy on earth, the next day i was smiling the entire day, even friends were surprised as i always go so called "emo". im happy that i could spend time with you, you were my everything, i devote everything for you.

it has been 2 and a half months, and it passed like a dream for me. although you started growing distant away about a month ago, you never seem so much harder to grasp here. you have problems i understand, i hope tht you could have just shared and i will try to help you, but you wouldnt, you insist that i dnt understand and refuse to tell me, but i guess i knw wht is it. i dont think you really loved me i guess, or maybe at first, and it seems to drift away.

now you set your sights on someone, here is exactly what you said on msn:
remember you always have a place in my heart. even if we both have to split, we could remain as friends, as you said you hoped. lets end this chapter of our story, im sorry i couldnt help you complete the book, but the chapter has ended. thank you for the past 2 and a half months. yet the chapter is painted with the wonderful memories with you. i will try to move on, be happy anyways, for i will cherish those memories.